i want a relationship but i want them to be like a friend to me, i dont want the relationship to be all about kissing, making out and sex i just wanna hang out with them, and go places, and just have fun wherever we go
Ordinary day. Not that special. Roowwww! I didnt expect anything special to happen today. They wont recognize you unless you treat them some foods to eat. LOL Well, thanks to SOME friends who really remembered my day. and exerted efforts in different ways! :) Thank Yoooou. Im kinda sad. HAHAHAH Ka Oa oy. Wla lang. D nako feel. ;)
July 17, 2014
Una sa tanan babe, tagpilahon man gyud na atong picture dihas taas? Grabe kapila na ni na-reuse ba! HAHAHA patawad kaayo :( Mao ra gyud ni picture nato nga plastar kaytag mga dagway (bahalag super excited na ta ani pinaabot ni Tj HAHA). Sige sugod na ta..
Naingnan naman siguro tika sauna ba? Mag lisud gyud ko mag make friends with new people kay dili ko kabalo unsaon pag-initiate or pagdala sa mga pwede masturyahan. Well I guess I made an exception for you. But friendships are a two-way process. Kana bitaw’ng dili mo magwork kung ang isa ra ang mangusog? I think too you made it so much easier for me.
I have told you and I will tell you again, everything just seems so light and comfy whenever I am with you. It’s like having those times when I really don’t care about fixing myself, thinking how I should laugh (dagko biya ta mangatawa diri babe HAHA), managing the way I speak and even the smallest details of correctly taking my food in. Times like I could talk about anything and everything and don’t feel being judged at all. I feel very honest and cushy and warm with you. (Kabantay ka nga mu-kiss jud ko sa imong cheek every time magtagbo ta? Hihihi mao siguro na akong ma-feel jud.)
Naka remember lang ko, ana ka “Maayo ka mudala sa kabati nakog batasan. Haha pero wa na nako gipakita nimo.” Why, babe? Bahala pag ipakita na nimo nga side sa akoa, given that I have seen those ‘breaks’ in you, I would still love you and accept you, understand you and respect you. Ain’t that all that matters to having friends in life? :’) I’m telling you, this friendship is for keeps, babe. And you can always hold on to that.
Happy, happy birthday to one that deserves all the love in the world! I love you, babe! And I will see you. And then we’ll go take more pictures together. Haha atong mga plano-plano diha, ipunon lang sa nato ha kay ato ra nang lihukon puhon. ;) The Lord bless you and use you for the glory of His name! ♥ I miss youu ~
Ohhh gaaawd. I cried. Seryoso ayyy :( batia oi. Cheesy mn kaayo. Haaay. I miss you jd. Luoya anang pictura gbalik2 nlang. Hahahaha. Promise we’ll take a LOOOOOOT of pictures together when you get home. TT Iloveyoumoooore babe. Gpahilak ko nmu doh. T____T Pauli na kay mkigdate tang Tj. Hahaha!!! Thaaanks babe :* ♥
Happy 5th Month, ugly Monkey! :* Woke up to this crazy text message. Hihi. Yeah, I’m the monster-kind-of-girlfriend :> XD
Earlier today he dropped by my house. He came by to give some peace offering, he thought he did something wrong. But nah. I didnt let him in. We’re both standing in my front door. He handed me my fave milk tea and brownies. He asked me what’s wrong and I cant give him any decent answer because even me myself doesnt know the answer. I am such a bitch. We were arguing and people who passed by were throwing us some weird look. Lol. He was kind of mad already. I’d really love to hold his hand and let him in. And kiss him. Because I miss him. So bad. :(
I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.
But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.
I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.
I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war raging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.
I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.
I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.
I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.”